ESSAY SPM 2022 :WHOM DO YOU CONFIDE IN DURING TIMES OF DIFFICULTIES AND WHY?

ESSAY SPM 2022 :WHOM DO YOU CONFIDE IN DURING TIMES OF DIFFICULTIES AND WHY?

 

The person that I will confide in during times of difficulties is my mom. She always knows when I am sad. That is one time when I had a difficult time. Of course, I will never tell my problem with anyone since I like keeping it from myself. At that time, I was sitting alone in my bedroom. I was wondering about my studies since Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) was around the corner.

 

My mom noticed something about me because usually I would eating with my parents but not at that time. After all, I choose to eat in my bedroom .“I should check out on Mei Mei,” my mom said, but my father reply, “ No need, give her sometimes. Maybe she needs time to be alone.” With the upset face, my mom continued eating.

 

I was so nervous and worried about my exam since I was the only child in my family, and my parents put so much hope in me. I had to carry all the burden in my shoulder. While I was thinking about my problems, suddenly, my eyes looked through the door. "Mei Mei, can I coming?" my mom said while knocking on my door. “Of course, mom,” I replied. I was wondering why my mom came and worried I did something that hurt her.

 

“ Are you okay Mei Mei? You looked upset today. Why?” she said. I was not happy when seeing my mom with a worried face. It makes me sad. Before I even answered her question, a single slow and desolate tear slid down from my warm, butterscotch eyes, followed by one and another one, until soon, a steady stream of salty tears flowing down my pale cheeks. My mom silent for 5 minutes and said, ”It's okay. You have the right to cry. When you are ready, you can tell me, honey?” Her soft voice makes me stopped cried, it's like my heart being persuading.

 

I took a depth breath and wiped my tears down. I started to tell her about my difficult time studying and how it makes me sad. My mom just nodded her head down every word that I said. I was so comfy to talk with her, and it is like I was talking with my friends. After I finished, my mom silent for a minute, and I thought I make her sad. Then, she looked at me and said, “Mei Mei, my daughter, I am so sorry I pushed you so much. I do not know I make you stress. I was worried about your future that I forgot that you need my support.” She smiles, “From now, I will not push you anymore. Besides, I will support you and always be your side when you need help. I know you can do it in your SPM,” she said with a soft voice.

 

I was so happy that finally, my parents understand what I had been facing. I also learned that sometimes we need to brave to talk with our parents about what we face because they always have the right answers. I hope I will nail the SPM and make my parents proud of me. My parents are the only person I am alive now.

p/s :  I hope you guys get the idea and also correct me if I make a mistake. Thanks <3